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Even if you’ve never set foot in a desert, you’ve probably had what could be described as desert experiences. I’m talking about those times of trial or testing, when you discover that God is very near.
My journey into the desert began with a phone call in early June 2005. I was three years away from retiring from the New Mexico Army National Guard and was just beginning my third year as a deacon candidate for the Archdiocese of Santa Fe, New Mexico. I thought my future was all mapped out. Then I picked up the phone and learned that I was to leave for a one-year tour of duty to help train the Afghan National Army.
I have served my country in many places around the world and have been enriched by each experience. Afghanistan, however, was never part of my long-term plan. I did not relish the thought of the long separation from my wife and children. And though I had permission to keep participating in the diaconate program, I worried that there would…
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God bless you and your work. I know how difficult to maintain one’s faith and stay in the state of grace in a war zone. I’m a retired AF officer and served in Vietnam.
I’m blessed by your sharing!! God bless you always and your family!!
Truly inspiring… God really does work in mysterious ways. I’m sure when you can look back at this experience,you will know what God’s plan was. Even if you don’t, it’s ok because you are being blessed by your experience. May the good Lord continue to strengthen you
I have my times in the desert and I don’t even have to go to Afghanistan! Sometimes my faith seems to bear no fruit and I grumble. I enjoyed your story because it is the truth and because that is how God works. Jesus did introduce you so that you would bear fruit that will last. I am sure that He has put me where he needs me. I pray that I may see His plan for me today in the same real way that you did in your time in the desert.
Thank you for this beautiful story that reminds us all of how the Spirit works, and to trust & rejoice in His plan no matter where we find ourselves, even when it feels scary or desolate & we cannot fully see His plan. That’s when we need to huddle close to Our Good Shepherd, Who stands tall with His staff, just like in your story! All the things you shared are so neat, but I love the part about the young man who’s appearance was reminiscent of Jesus & who gave you bread - wow! It was like an additional little confirmation that He heard and had great compassion for your sorrow that you may not be able to receive Communion very often! :-)